new moon

a quote from the book.
' I'd thought Jake had been healing the hole in me-
or at least plugging it up,
keeping it from hurting me so much.
I'd been wrong. He'd just been carving out his own hole,
so that I was now riddled through like Swiss cheese.
I wonder why I didn't crumble into pieces. '
it reminds me of you,
and i won't let myself carved another hole inside me by anyone else again,
for it has hurt so much.
I wonder why I haven't broken into pieces yet.
Coz that might be the easiest part for me.